BXBX NOVEL Chapter 282 - Differences And Similarities Between Men And Women
Chapter 282: Chapter 282 Differences And Similarities Between Men And Women
“I don’t want to know what everyone thinks, I just want to know what you think that you are doing!”
Mo Fei didn’t seem to hear the mockery in my words. She actually replied seriously, “I want to know if everyone bad-mouthed me, saying that I shamelessly seduced other people’s boyfriend, would you defend me? I want to know if my situation really becomes so bad, would you still quit the company and leave me?”
It was undeniable that Mo Fei’s scenarios scared me. I couldn’t tell whether this was due to her persistence or viciousness. If everyone really bad-mouthed her, would I really ignore it? I didn’t think I could do it, so I would inevitably hurt Liusu, because clarifying it for Mo Fei and defending her was equivalent to acknowledging my relationship with her…
But compared to fear, I felt angry even more. Gossip would certainly make me fall into a passive situation, but wouldn’t it be more harmful to her own reputation? Why would she want to be labeled a homewrecker?
“You are demeaning yourself!”
“Why do you care?”
“I…”
Mo Fei’s question left me speechless. Inadvertently, this woman actually ran into my arms. She hugged me tightly and said, “Yes, I just want to steal you from Cheng Liusu and make everyone laugh at me. Only then will you continue to stay with me, protect me, comfort me… Chu Nan, you will not be able to deceive me. Call me despicable, call me shameless, you can call me everything you want, but I know you like me.”
Compared to the last time when she was at my flat, she was more certain when she said it this time. I smiled bitterly. Thinking about how I was completely besotted with her in the past, it was not strange why this woman would finally be able to figure it out.
Since she found that she liked me, naturally she would also discover that I had liked her before.
Unnecessary denial would not convince her, so I said lightly, “maybe I have admired you before, but admiration and liking are different. You are the person I used to admire, but not the person I like now, so there is no need for you to do this kind of thing to a person like me…”
I gently broke away Mo Fei’s tight hug. Mo Fei did not resist. She just grabbed my hands with her tender hands tightly, raised her pretty face slightly, and said softly, “I know. Since my Dad passed away, I have been used to isolating myself from the rest of the world. I’m very despicable. Although I tried to meet all my mom’s requirements, I actually couldn’t stop thinking about her divorce from my dad. I even feel that my dad was unhappy in those two years because she had deceived him. My dad really loved my mom, but my mom has never truly loved my dad… I indulged my mom like a fool, just trying to atone for my mistakes, because I had never forgiven her in my heart and I had never dared to believe her. I know I am not a good daughter, so I want to make up for her…”
I didn’t know why Mo Fei would suddenly talk about her parents, but her serious and self-blaming look attracted my attention… Because she couldn’t forgive and didn’t dare to trust her biological mother, so she felt guilty, blamed herself, and used her actions to atone for it. This sounded a bit contradictory, but what made me puzzled was that I actually understood Mo Fei’s psychology very well…
Maybe Mo Fei had lied to me, but she was not a liar, she was kind and timid. However, her timidity was precisely because of her kindness.
Mo Fei lowered her head and continued quietly, “I always keep a distance from everyone. Maybe you think I am too arrogant, but no one knows that I am scared. I don’t even trust my own mother. I don’t think that I am qualified to be other people’s friends. I am afraid that others would be like my mother… I…”
Mo Fei couldn’t continue. I secretly sighed. She was not wrong. Having a mother like Wu Xueqing, if she believed everything she said, then I would really question her intelligence…
At least, I absolutely didn’t believe in the woman who would collude with outsiders to drug her daughter for some money!
“Since my dad left me, I have been wary of everyone until I met you…” Mo Fei’s tone changed, from the tone filled with sorrow to the tone that was filled with deep affection, “Chu Nan, I don’t want to deny that my preconceived affection for you is because you have a lot in common with my dad. I also don’t want to deny that I even felt jealous because Kang Kang called you daddy. I have also felt confused and lost, but I can tell you clearly now that there is only one person in this world that makes me jealous, and that is Cheng Liusu! Chu Nan, I said I won’t lie to you again, so I can honestly confess to you everything. I like you. Yes, I like the similarities between you and my dad, but I like you as you even more! Even if you think I have a father complex, even if you think I am a creep, I still like you!”
Mo Fei confessed to me again, but the shock I had in my heart was the same as the shock I had last time.
If I discarded the narcissistic thought and looked at myself in the mirror, all I saw was an ordinary man with an ordinary look. It was a type of look that no one would pay attention to. I was like a grain of sand in the desert and a drop of water in the sea. I owned neither a car nor a house. I was a poor man, and the only thing I had was a pretty girlfriend…
Mo Fei was indeed not an ordinary woman, because she didn’t care what most women cared about…
But did I have anything that was worthy of Mo Fei’s affection? No! There was nothing! The admiration for Mo Fei was originally a naive dream of mine. Now that I had woken up from the dream, I no longer dreamed about it. I couldn’t help but chuckle bitterly, “Mo Fei, be realistic a little…”
“Chu Nan, do you know the biggest difference and the biggest similarity between a woman and a man?”
A man was a key and a woman was a lock. It was a set when they were plugged together. I almost blurted this sentence out. Mo Fei’s question was unreasonable. There were thousands of answers to such a question. So I didn’t know what exactly she wanted to ask. Even the aunt who cleaned the office building could answer this question, and her answer would definitely be, “the biggest difference between men and women is how they pee; one can do it while standing, the other needs to squat. The biggest similarity is how they shit because they both have to squat…”
“Men like to see reality first, and then pursue dreams, women like to find dreams first, and then work hard to turn them into reality. It can also be said that you men are fighting for dreams, but we women are fighting for reality. This is the biggest difference between men and women. And our biggest similarity is that we are all very stubborn.”
As expected of Mo Fei, her answer was so artistic…
“So, Chu Nan, don’t tell me to be realistic,” Mo Fei smiled happily, and said to me jokingly, “Even if you think I am dreaming, I will make it a reality.”
“You are right, we are equally stubborn, so I can’t see the reality you are expecting.”
Thinking of the complicated expression in Liusu’s eyes before I walked into Mo Fei’s office, I suppressed the damn hesitation in my heart and said, “Fei Fei, your dream shouldn’t be me. Because I am not worth it. And I also have my own dreams…”
Mo Fei’s eyes darkened, “Cheng Liusu?”
“Mhm.” I nodded slowly, feeling that I would hurt Mo Fei if I nodded it too quickly.
“Chu Nan, it’s the first time that I like someone, and the first time I take the initiative to confess to someone. I think I have worked very hard and sacrificed a lot. I have abandoned the reservedness and dignity of women…” Mo Fei said sorrowfully, trying very hard to hold back her tears, “this is not fair! What does Cheng Liusu have that I don’t have? Why can you like her but you can’t like me?”
Indeed, there was no need for Mo Fei to sacrifice that much for an ordinary man like me. She was the princess of Fengchang, and there were so many rich and powerful young masters who wanted to chase her. Any one of them was much better than me, and had a much more promising future than me…
However, Mo Fei shouldn’t ask me this question.
“I don’t deserve you to do this…” I didn’t compare Mo Fei with Liusu, because it was not comparable.
Hearing my words, Mo Fei let go of my hands and leaned on the door panel again weakly as if she would collapse at any time. “If I say that your refusal will make me lose the courage to face my feelings in the future, will you still leave me?” She said sadly.
A person who was full of doubts and fears about feelings finally opened her heart bravely, but what she got was a ruthless response. What could be more desperate than such a blow?
I shook my head while chuckling bitterly, “then I have one more reason to leave, Fei Fei, you have to learn to grow up and learn to face reality. I don’t want to be the culprit for your cowardice…”
Wasn’t this also the reason why Mo Yizhi wanted me to leave her?