BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1044
Chapter 1044: “Do I have to endure it again? “?
Author:?Bitter Days?MACHINE TRANSLATION
She often felt a little dizzy, and she felt a little lazy. She had no strength and just wanted to lie on the bed and fall asleep… …
Her good friend had not come for almost a month or two, and she had always thought that it was because of her poor health.
She could not help but feel like vomiting again… … Although it was also an uncomfortable vomiting, she knew very well that this was different from the feeling of vomiting when her anorexia was acting up …
Jing Xiaxi touched her small belly… … Although it was fleshy, it wasn’t too prominent, so she couldn’t feel anything …
Five years ago, it was the same. It was just a one-night stand, and she had en en in her belly.
This proved that her body was very easy to conceive. What If… … The time when Yin Yihan vented his emotions.. …
Don’t let your imagination run wild Calm down!
Jing Xiaxi clenched her fists tightly and tried hard to take a deep breath, telling herself that maybe this was just an illusion of her imagination!
Before the results were found out, any guess was just a bluff. There was no need for it!
That was true, but because Jing Xiaxi already had a child, she had a better understanding of fertility. That was why she had used her experience to determine that she might be pregnant. The probability of such a situation was higher!
It seemed that she could only think of a way to see if she could get a pregnancy test. She had to find out about this as soon as possible so that she could have a plan for her future.
The possibility of having someone else bring her a pregnancy test was almost zero, because Yin Yihan would definitely find out about it. It would be terrible then.
Fortunately, Yin Yihan was only watching her. He didn’t even lock her up, so she could move around freely at any time.
She just needed an excuse… …
Jing Xiaxi knew that no matter what she did, he would definitely send someone to follow her and monitor her.
Jing Xiaxi washed her face and cleaned up her appearance. She walked out of the bathroom expressionlessly and tried to act as if nothing had happened.
She lay on the bed for a while, her eyes staring at the white ceiling. On the surface, she looked calm, but in her heart, she was in a mess… …
Jing Xiaxi thought about it. She thought about it a lot. She thought about how she felt when she found out that she had Jing Xiaoen. She thought about the first time Jing Xiaoen had a baby in her stomach. She thought about the pain she suffered when he was born She thought about her feelings when she first saw this child. She thought about the first time he called her mother… …
She was the only one who had experienced all of this.
En En was her child… … Since no one was looking forward to his birth …
It didn’t matter if she survived alone.
Although Yin Yihan didn’t treat her well and didn’t let her see en en again, the only thing Jing Xiaxi could rest assured about now was… …
Although she couldn’t see Jing Xiaoen, given Yin Yihan’s character, since he told her that en en was fine, he must be very safe now!
But if… …
Jing Xiaxi bit her lip hard.
If another child like this appeared… .. …
Could she continue to endure it?
Or would she kill him before he was born Would she stop him from coming to this world and suffering so much pain?