欲望保姆

Charles Anderson is a man connected to God. I confirmed it when I touched his chest. The energy coming from him empowered me.

My schedule changed a lot during my stay. During the morning, I would go to the orphanage and check up on the children, and during the afternoon to evening, I would follow Charles around.

After observing Charles, I would say that he was a particular person. He acts purely on desire, but despite acting in desire, I felt he was suppressing something inside him.

Watching the news, I was surprised that the academy\'s students were going on a raid. I hadn\'t heard from him that he was going on a raid. He could\'ve asked me for prior assistance.

News of him becoming the first rank had reached the world. Is this the reason why God wants me to follow him? He will, without a doubt, change the world for better or worse. I wonder which path of action he would take.

The servants welcomed Charles back to his house, along with his fiance. Everyone was surprised that he had carried a man that looked barely alive.

But I felt there was something different about him. The power I felt radiating from him had increased significantly--his power felt dark. Other than that, nothing else changed.

Feeling the aura that was coming off of him felt refreshing. My skill allowed me to absorb some of god\'s power. Then what kind of connection does he have with god?

I had underestimated him. The pure essence within him was one similar to the god. I never thought being near him would feel this good.

Since I didn\'t want him to feel uncomfortable with my staring, I looked at the man Charles was holding.

I knew who he was. Juan, the leader of the Renegades. I was shocked to see Charles carrying around. It wouldn\'t be surprising if Juan were to be executed in front of millions.

"Charles, what are you going to do to him?"

Over the days I have observed Charles, I knew there was no use in predicting what he wanted. I could only ask to see what he wanted.

"I\'m turning him into our personal farm. There\'s no use in killing him when he gives us more benefits while alive."

That was unethical for anyone to do that, but I doubt he would care. I then looked at Juan and continued to observe Charles even more.

"I would like to congratulate you on being in first."

Changing the topic away from Juan, I congratulated him. I thought Charles would take a little longer. Cyrus\'s power was in a different league. Being somewhere within a hundred years, he had a lot of time to perfect his abilities.

"Why, thank you. I\'m feeling pretty well. I\'m going into my room. There are a lot of things I have obtained from the raid. You\'re welcome to see what I got."

This is the first time I have seen him this happy. So greed was one of his main motivations. With his past, it wouldn\'t be surprising.

His fiance was also strange. I felt that she had mellowed out. She had openly shown hostility once we met. Now she didn\'t even find it strange that I was following them.

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[Charles Observation Note]

Note one: Despite his cold demeanor, he\'s pretty affectionate to people he considers close. This was a good trait to have. He may not know of this, but Charles is starving for affection. During his childhood, he was always alone with no one to rely on. Now that he has his lovers, I hope this will improve his mental state to a certain degree.

Note two: Upsetting him was something you wouldn\'t want to do. I\'m not sure about his lovers, but the maids and butlers here get scared if Charles gets upset. I don\'t know what he did, but I bet it wasn\'t something anyone wanted to see.

Note three: Charles has a playful personality and an intense curiosity. He allows me to follow him without much care because of his interest in me. Not in a romantic way or anything, but how I would react to certain situations. I had to learn this the hard way once there was trouble, and he wanted me to deal with the problem that only I would find troublesome.

Note four: This links to note one, but like I said about his cold demeanor. Toward people that he doesn\'t know, he has empathy toward anyone. Even if they were killed before him, he wouldn\'t bat an eye.

Note five: It\'s not a secret, but Charles is lustful. I couldn\'t help but sigh at this. There was even a time when he was making love with one of his lovers in front of me. I couldn\'t fathom how someone could do this in front of another person. Small Note: The size of his male organ is about eight inches and a half.

Note six: What I learned today is his greed. It\'s natural to want more once you were born poor. But I felt his greed for something was unnaturally high to an unhealthy degree. I hope this greed of his won\'t bite him in the back. As someone chosen by god, it would be disappointing if that happened.

For the whole week, I have made an observation note of Charles. These notes weren\'t wholly accurate and would change from time to time.

We will begin our attack on a different world in a few days. There, I could see more of Charles\'s nature.

What does God want me to do? While I could feel its energy, I couldn\'t read its intention. Does god want me to support him or eliminate him?

Until I receive my answer from God, I will stay side-by-side neutral with Charles. I took my notes and put them in my storage ring. It was already late, and sleeping should be a priority. Before I drift to bed, I wonder what the future has in store for us.