BXBX NOVEL Chapter 46 Let’s live separately
Eunbi couldn’t know whether to be happy or not. She was in mixed feelings and at the same time she was shocked to hear this from him. She stood there in silence without showing any reactions on her face.
Young-soo put his hands on her shoulders and gently shook her body, "what happened, why you are not saying anything?"
She looked at him questioningly, "may I know why you’ve decided this without consulting it to me?"
"It’s because I couldn’t make stable decision regarding our divorce, even last night I’ve quarreled to you about this matter. Now quickly get into your room and pack your things before I change my decision." He grabbed her hand and took her to her room, "quickly pack your things, and I’ll go prepare the dinner for us."
Eunbi didn’t say anything she just started to pack her things. She doesn’t like to move out of that house because she loved this house more than her parent’s residence at Seoul.
He went to the kitchen decided to prepare the squid soup and rice, it was one of those favorite recipes which she liked the most by his preparations.
While they were having their dinner together on the dining table, Eunbi felt as if he’s giving her a farewell.
Young-soo started the conversation, "Eunbi, don’t take it seriously on what I have said to you on the last night. Whenever you feel like you miss this house you’re always welcomed. Hope you’ll not forget the good and the bad memories which you’ve experienced in this house. I’m extremely sorry for my rude behavior to you."
She was loaded with full and full of emotions, and lots of thoughts were running through her mind about the sweet and happy moments of her in the house. And, yes she has experienced a lots of sweet and happy moments than the ghastly moment in this house, "I’ll never forget the memories I’ve gone through in this house because I’ve stayed here with full of independence the way I wanted to live. You gave me full freedom, so the days I’ve lived with you in this house will always remain in my heart as an immortal memory."
After finish having the dinner he helped her to pack the remaining belonging in the bags, he carried it one by one, and place it in the car’s trunk. Before leaving the house she took some pictures of herself in the house through her smart-phone, and took a picture with Young-soo by putting her hand around one of his shoulders.
Tears threatened in his eyes, he felt like he wanted to hug her and say ’don’t leave me alone,’ but he forced a smile on his face to the picture. He just made his heart hard to give what she’s expected from him.
Then they got out of the house, and Young-soo locked the entrance door of the house. During the car ride to Hee-jung’s house, Eunbi felt as if she’s left something which is so precious of her life. She asked him to take care of his health and do the mental exercises regularly without fail. "Don’t forget to have three meals per day, and take proper rest at the night in the house. After the divorce try to find a suitable woman of your life, marry her and lead a happy life without any worries."
Young-soo just nodded his head bitterly, asked her to take care of herself, and wished her to lead a happy life with Min-suk.
She thanked him and said, "you’re mother told me that you loved a girl from one-sided since your adolescence, I don’t know whether my guessing is right or not but I have to say it to you, if Park Inha is your first love I’m ready to speak about it to her."
Soon they reached Hee-jung’s apartment, ’you’ll never understand about my feelings, Eunbi’ he thought in his mind, and parked the car at the parking area of the apartment, "No thanks I’ll take care of it by myself. I don’t want you to stress down because you already have a lots of matter to deal with." He said and unbuckled his seat belt and got down of the car. He took her luggage’s out from the car’s trunk. Eunbi felt insulted as he rejected her help, she just got down of the car, and grabbed one of her luggage’s, and walked near to the elevator by pulling her trolley bag. When the elevator’s door opened she got in first, Young-soo put her luggage’s in the elevator and then he got in. In the elevator she asked him, "should we really wanted to live separately before the divorce, is this a good decision?"
"Yes, we made a right choice there is no need to reconsider about this matter anymore. Even if we end-up to face any kind of problems of this matter, I’ll face it by myself you don’t worry about it," he answered her.
When they reach the floor to the Hee-jung’s unit, they walked out of the elevator with the luggage’s and stood in front of her house door. Young-soo rang the doorbell and within a minute Hee-jung opened the door. She welcomed them with a smile. Both Eunbi and Young-soo entered in with the luggage’s, Hee-jung asked them to sit down on the sofa at the living-room but Young-soo rejected her offer, "no thank you Hee-jung I’ve got some urgent works to do, you guys carry on," he lied and walked out of her house. Eunbi followed him quickly and hugged him from behind. He was frozen in his spot, tears threatened in his eyes and he thought in his mind, ’Eunbi, please say that take me back to our house.’
Eunbi whimpered, "thank you so much for coming into my life, as my father said you are such a genuine man I’ve ever met in my life before. Try to visit me often in your free time, or at least text me every day. Take care and thank you so much for all the things you’ve done to me."
He unwrapped her hands around his waist, walked near to the elevator, and pressed the elevators button. Once the elevator door opened he entered in without seeing her face, he pressed the button to the ground floor and also the close door button. When the elevator started to move he stood at the corner of the elevator and felt so wrong with his decision. He felt as if he’s lost something that he should haven’t. When he got in his car, tears were automatically rolled down from his eyes. He advised himself not to feel bad at his decision because he’s done this for the sake of Eunbi especially for her happiness.