BXBX NOVEL Chapter 86
Big Life - Chapter 86
And this chapter seems like my life as well .
Chapter 86
“Hello . ”
“Writer Oppa, what are you doing?”
“I had something to do, so I’m here at Buchun . Why is it so hard to see you? Are you busy?”
Jaegun went outside to the hallway . Dasul’s calm voice was riding the wireless line .
“I had work . Writer, how is your dad?”
“I told you . He’s better . ”
“That’s good . I prayed for him . ”
“You did? It must be because of you . ”
“Haha . ”
Silence came after the laugh .
Jaegun said carefully .
“When are you open? Don’t you want to get my first sign?”
“Of course . That’ why I called . Is today ok?”
“To . . . day? Yeah . ”
Jaegun looked inside and made a quick decision .
It was a strange feeling .
A bad feeling that if it wasn’t for today, he wouldn’t be able to see Dasul anymore .
“Over at Hove karaoke? What time do you want?”
“About 5?”
“Ok, I get it . See you later . ”
Jaegun apologized to the writers and left the office .
He turned on the engine and looked at the drawer on the passenger seat . The Storm and Gale that he signed first was still there .
Jaegun started to drive .
***
Before Jaegun, Dasul was already drinking . It was the place that they had drunk the first time . It was a simple place .
Jaegun’s twitter was on her phone . It was Dasul who felt that Jaegun was completely distant from her as he had gotten a recommendation from a girl group leader .
She sighed heavily .
It was shameful for her to admit that she couldn’t break off the temptation to see Jaegun once more . She had already drunk half a bottle .
Beep!
Her phone vibrated .
Dasul picked up .
“Hm, yeah . No . I already sent my bags yesterday . Yeah . There really wasn’t anything left . Hm yea . Ah, I’ll call later . ”
Dasul quickly turned off her phone when she saw Jaegun .
There weren’t many people so Jaegun saw Dasul and came forward .
“You were drinking already?”
“I was bored . Did I tell you to come late?”
“I’m late? It’s 4:50 . ”
“It’s a joke . Get a drink . I didn’t order because I wanted to eat with you . ”
Jaegun ordered something else .
Dasul already drank another cup . There was no time to stop .
“What happened? Something happen?”
“What? I just wanted to drink . You too . ”
Dasul smiled and drank another cup . There was no confidence in her to say what she wanted to say .
Her vision blurred from the drinks .
Jaegun’s figure that she wanted to keep in her mind was losing focus .
Finally, Dasul became drunk so quickly .
“Ah, Dasul?”
Jaegun stood up quickly and took a hold of Dasul . Only 30 minutes passed and she was already like this . He should have stopped her .
“Stand up . Not today . I’ll take you . ”
Dasul lifted her head up .
Drawing a circle on Jaegun’s cheeks, she smiled .
“Take me? Where?”
“Home? I’ll take you . Let’s go . ”
“I don’t have a home?”
Jaegun stopped and looked at her .
Her face was smiling, but it wasn’t a happy one . As a writer who was good at telling these things, he could tell; she was filled with sadness .
“I don’t have a home, Writer oppa . ”
Dasul muttered and dropped her head .
Jaegun pulled her towards him and put her head on his chest .
He couldn’t feel any motion .
‘This is bad . ’
It was a long distance from where he put his car .
Jaegun sighed and looked outside . He could see a motel on the other side of the road .
‘That might be better . I’ll take her there . ’
There was nothing better .
He had no other place to take her .
Jaegun ordered and put Dasul on her back . She was lighter than he thought and it was good that she didn’t have a skirt . But people still looked at them
Jaegun went in the motel .
“Hello . ”
“How much is it?”
“If it’s for once, it’s 61 dollars . ”
Jaegun got a one time pass . He went towards the elevator to press the button and get on the 2nd floor . But after a while, an employee told him .
“This is the 2nd floor . The 1st is on the parking lot . ”
If he had told him earlier .
It was tiring . Jaegun said to himself that he was going to work out and turned around . Dasul’s breath was tickling his ears .
‘Sigh… is this right?’
Jaegun opened the door as he arrived .
As he put his card in, he turned on the light .
It was a small room .
Smaller than Jaegun’s one room .
A bed and a table filled one half of the room . A TV and a refrigerator were there as well .
Jaegun sat on the bed and put Dasul on her back . And then she put a pillow on her head and put a blanket on her .
‘Maybe I should get her a hot drink . ’
Dasul was sighing like she was in pain . Jaegun didn’t know what to do . He couldn’t leave her like this .
‘I’ll buy her something to eat after she wakes up . ’
‘It’s gonna hurt when she wakes up . ’
There were only cold drinks in the refrigerator .
But Jaegun couldn’t leave .
Dasul had lifted herself up and was pulling him closer .
Before Jaegun could turn around, she whispered .
“Don’t go . ”
“I’m not . I’m just going to get something to eat . . . . ”
“I don’t need anything, so don’t go…”
Dasul clasped her hands together like she wasn’t going to let go .
Jaegun only swallowed .
“ . . . !”
Dasul’s breath was hot and wet . He could feel that it was her tears . He could tell something happened to her .
“I get it . ”
Jaegun was going to stay until she slept . He was going to wait until tomorrow to ask .
“I’m not going so just lie down . ”
Jaegun turned around and looked at her .
Her eyes were wet with tears .
“Really?”
“Yes . ”
“Don’t you dare leave . And don’t look at my face . It’s embarrassing . ”
Dasul covered her face . And then started to shiver .
Her tears were covering past her hands .
All Jaegun could do was listen to her cry .