BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1 A Nobody
From childhood I was what you can call a thinker, someone who overthink his every action. It means that for my every decision be it small, big or life changing I always think a lot and that made me spaced out or simply split between the reality and my thoughts.
I didn\'t even realize it until I was in school surrounded by kids my age - with whom I couldn\'t fit in. My friends whatever little I had, with my personality found it and pointed it out as an anxiety disorder.
Well it wasn\'t surprising for anyone that I turned out like that. I had no confidence, no power and simply no will to change myself or basically just anything. I was a normal guy who lived a normal life. I was always just the average Joe who you\'ll pass by everyday and forget his face.
Due to me being quiet and always distant I had no one who would actually take the initiative to talk to me or care for me. As I graduated from college my connection with my parents also withered away slowly in time.
In the beginning I used to call them once every other day , which later turned into a week and then into a month. Now I just message them every now and then that I\'m ok and that\'s it.
For the past 3 years I haven\'t talked much with anyone if I didn\'t have the need too. I shut myself in my small world. My life had simply been from my room to office and then office to room.
I had no hobbies or friends to talk to. So when I was in college I started reading books and novels to pass my time. There was something about different stories that could take my mind off from the useless thoughts I had due to my brain.
And that\'s what became my save point - whenever I was sad or angry and whenever my brain started thinking stuff which I didn\'t want to I would just read the stories.
I could see myself in every other character and those characters would pull my mind out from my reality which I so desperately wanted to escape from.
And that\'s how I a NOBODY lived his life - nothing noteworthy.
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A/N - Hello everyone. Thanks for reading this.
It\'s my first time writing an online novel - so please support it.
Sorry for the short chapter - but it was only this one - the next chapters will be of normal lengths - with a MINIMUM of 1000 words.