BXBX NOVEL Episode 309.2
I don’t even know how much time has passed.
With each gulp, Stella’s throat softly vibrated as she ran her mouth up and down. I was on the edge, but as with any fellatio, it seemed to hold me right at the brink without release.
“So hot… and hard. Haeup. There’s no bone, but…”
Fortunately, it seemed that Stella was quite taken with it. Like a child fascinated by a new toy, she didn’t seem to tire of it.
Of course, Elga and Mirna also had that same mix of fear and curiosity when they saw it for the first time.
Just as I was drawn to a woman’s body, it might be natural for women to be drawn to mine in return.
“Slurp… mmm… slurp.”
Still, this wasn’t quite satisfying.
Men are complicated creatures.
But this discomfort would disappear right after release, so I was hoping to lighten up soon.
Stella probably had no idea.
“Like this… haeummph, is this right…?”
She seemed to be asking if she was doing it correctly.
Stella seemed to want to test her skills and knowledge—full of theory but short on practice.
Maybe I should let out a sound, just to assure her she was doing well?
No, I don’t like that.
Even if it was acting, forcing myself to moan would go against my principles. But I can’t leave Stella alone, either.
As I wrestled with beliefs versus practicality…
“Phew…”
Stella finally pulled away. After trying something new for the first time for several minutes, her jaw and throat must have been sore.
“It seems my skills aren’t enough to induce ejaculation…”
Stella meekly acknowledged her shortcomings.
“Then… is it only this place left…?”
Thwop.
Stella spread her legs slightly with her fingers in a V-shape, revealing that soft pink flesh that instantly captured my attention.
“So, Theo-kun, what do you want to do?”
“……?”
Suddenly asking me? Asking a guy his thoughts while baring such a beautiful, enticing sight—does it even make sense? Thanks to Stella, I became harder.
After keeping it up for so long, I was beginning to feel dizzy. All I wanted was relief. With that in mind, I slowly leaned my body over hers.
Seuk.
I aimed myself between her thighs.
But just as I thought I’d finally entered—
Something squeezed me tight, holding me in place.
Was it her vag*na? I was momentarily startled, but I quickly realized it was her hand stopping me before I could go any further.
“……?”
Did she have a change of heart? It was her first time, so feeling nervous, afraid, or hesitant made sense.
Then she whispered in my ear.
“Theo-kun, why don’t you speak up now?”
“……”
“I know you’re awake. How long are you going to pretend?”
I froze.
Was she testing me?
No, it didn’t seem like that. Stella was clearly certain that I was awake. She knew I was completely lucid.
Honestly, I’d had a faint suspicion as well.
That Stella had been playing along with me all along.
That Stella was playing ‘that kind of game’ with me.
Even if you know that the situation you’re acting in was fake and not real, it’s still taboo to break that barrier in the middle of a role.
It would be like if a character in a movie suddenly said, “You know this is just a movie, right? None of it’s real.” It ruins the immersion.
But Stella had just broken that very taboo.
Now, both of us had no choice but to drop our roles and return to reality. So, with a relatively calm heart, I turned to Stella and asked.
“When did you notice…?”
“Around the time I started… licking you. You stayed way too calm. If you’d really been acting on pure instinct, you would’ve pinned me down.”
So staying calm had been my mistake.
“I apologize, Stella-nim. I meant no harm.”
“I know. I… I don’t really know how things turned out this way, but I guess sometimes when a man and a woman… get caught up in the moment, these things happen.”
Even though Stella had been the one to break the illusion, she seemed flustered by my calm response. It felt like it was my role to lead as the more experienced one here.
“So, Stella-nim, what’s the reason you called for this conversation? Do you want me to stop?”
“If I ask you to stop… would you?”
I rolled my eyes for a moment at her question. In fact, it’s the already hot Stella Bellhawk that’s holding back.
Perhaps curious about the first experience.
Sexual excitement.
But also fear and hesitation, wondering if she should go through with it. It was a mix of emotions that finally made her call for a stop.
“Well, I don’t even know if I should use contraceptives…. Theo-kun, being with a woman so suddenly might not be good. Plus, your condition isn’t great. And then… our relationship…”
Stella was fumbling for excuses.
Instead of answering, I leaned forward and kissed her forehead.
Smooch.
Not for any reason like tasting honey, but pure favor.
With that, the tension in Stella’s body, which had been filled with uncertainty, began to ease, and she closed her mouth.
From that point, my lips slowly traced along the bridge and tip of her nose, finally reaching her lips.
Her lips were softer and warmer than I’d expected. The blushing Stella, with her eyes shut tightly, was holding onto my side with all her strength—she looked quite adorable.
Adorable…
I’m not sure if that’s a fitting word to use for an older woman who’s lived longer than me.