BXBX NOVEL Chapter 177: The Kind Of Risk I’m Willing To Take
Chapter 177: The Kind Of Risk I’m Willing To Take
Liam felt Lana\'s weariness and her anxiousness. He could clearly see how helpless she was feeling. She just wanted to see him fine and didn\'t want to hurt him, ever.
Liam internally laughed at the irony that Lana actually failed to realise her own feelings. How much she already cared for him and how she actually fell for him.
Liam scooted close to her and turned towards her, then he gently held her hand between his both hands and said, "Stop it, Lana. I\'m fine. I can handle my own emotions and as I\'ve said, I will not demand for anything from you, ever. I really like you so much to do so. I know you\'re scared and you still have a lot of hesitations in your mind, but can you at least avoid pushing me away?"
Liam sighed and dragged his shoulders down. He raised his one hand and cupped Lana\'s cheek.
"We were making love that time but you spoiled the mood by saying those cruel things as if you were bargaining with me with your body and it felt so off. What do you think of me? You are pushing me away badly if you continue saying those kinds of words always.
How many times do I have to say that I can manage myself, Lana? I can take care of my emotions…" he whispered, trying to explain his side of things and encourage Lana not to worry about him.
"Sorry…" Lana whispered.
"Let\'s go with the flow for now so please stop reminding me with unnecessary things… I want to follow my instinct and be more carefree… It would be nice if you do the same because I will always be here for you." Liam urged as he leaned closer to Lana.
\'Go with the flow? Is that fine?\' Lana inwardly thought. She did not know whether things would turn out really well, but going with the flow? It was like getting involved with him without boundaries.
All those contemplations suddenly started to fade away as she felt the reassuring lips of Liam\'s on hers. He kissed her as soon as he finished his words. It was so gentle, as if he was afraid to break a very genuine crystal if he exerted any force on her.
He owned her upper and lower lips with his gentle and seductive sucking. Lana felt like her lips were melting with the firing sensation he was giving to her.
He parted his lips from her and whispered, "Let\'s enjoy each other\'s company without inhibitions. Don\'t be scared because I will always have your back, ready to catch you anytime you fall… You can choose to do the same for me but if you think it\'s too much of a hassle to catch me, then don\'t worry because I can always get back on my feet myself, Lana. But frankly I will prefer that you catch me, Mrs. Liam Sy." she heard Liam\'s subtle words.
Lana did not know how to feel at that moment. She felt relaxed and happy to hear his words, but also more worried for what would happen if she hurt him in any way? His sudden assault on her lips turned her into almost jelly and she didn\'t know if she would laugh or not because he made everything feel and sound too easy.
She let herself drown in Liam\'s overwhelming kiss and touch. She did not know how the two of them ended naked on Liam\'s bed within a couple of minutes. But what she knew was they were relentlessly rolling on the bed where they rolled on top of each other alternately as they engaged in a more deep and passionate kiss.
They touched each other\'s bare skin, feeling the warmth and smoothness of it. She was gasping for air as Liam released her lips. Her head backed on the pillow as her upper body arched. Liam\'s lips and tongue were once again doing wonders on her bosom, making her twin peaks ache for more attention than ever.
"Liam…" Those sweet moans she unconsciously released were like music to Liam\'s ears. He loved hearing Lana scream his name as she squirmed with pleasure while his mouth worked on making her shiver.
His sensual hands were pleasuring her lower part by caressing and teasing her vee, followed by her folds. She was too wet, and Liam wanted to be only the man who could make her be like that.
He rubbed her small nub while his kiss slowly went down to her belly, belly button, then further down. He could smell her aromatic scent in between her thigh.
Lana stiffened as she felt Liam\'s tongue licked on her line. He was teasing her, licking up and down. Her body could no longer hold as she grabbed his hair to pull him back up.
"Do you want me?" she heard him ask while he brushed his length on her cleft.
"Yes, I do…" she stuttered and gasped in pleasure with the sudden deep thrust of Liam\'s length in her opening.
She did not know why, but tears fell from her eyes as Liam claimed and possessed her completely… until they reached their climax.
Liam hugged her closer to him while she rested her head on his arms.
Then Lana recalled the pregnancy matter she and Clyde talked about, so she whispered, "Next time we should use contraceptives. Right now it\'s safe, but later…"
Liam\'s face crumpled and whispered, "It\'s safe without it. I\'m not even sure if I\'m fertile. I will just withdraw and cum outside so don\'t worry about it. Sleep now, you look tired and I will wake you up later for work." He finished with a smirk, making her blush and snuggle into his arms.
Lana soon dozed off and slipped into a deep slumber very fast while Liam had another problem to deal with in his hands. His mind suddenly got very busy thinking of various ways to prevent Lana\'s negative sentiments about pregnancy. He was just sure of one thing and that was he would not let her use any contraceptive method, but if Lana insisted then he would falsely make her believe that he was using one. But how?
His head suddenly spun because here he was again, scheming against Lana\'s back in getting her pregnant so she would be more attached to him and never even dream of going away from him.
\'Should I just make little holes in the condoms before using them?\' he inwardly thought. It was a back-up plan in case later Lana would realize that withdrawal and cumming outside method was not an assurance that much to prevent her from getting pregnant.
\'She seemed convinced though about withdrawal,\' he mused but then brushed it off because anything could happen with how smart Lana could be. It would be still better if he had many plans prepared at hand, just in case.
He chuckled at his own naughty thoughts. If Lana found out about it by any chance, she would definitely kill him mercilessly. Some women play tricks to get their man and tie him down with him forever, and here he was, thinking and planning all the tricks to secure his woman to his side.
He kissed Lana\'s head and whispered, "How come loving you is so complicated? I never took any risk in my entire life, but loving you is the kind of risk I\'m willing to take repeatedly Lana."