BXBX NOVEL Chapter 199 - IT'S YOUR DECISION IN THE END!
Tinsley was waiting in line, waiting for her appointment with the doctor.
She looked around at all the women. Some were really fancy looking, could be very rich ones.
Some were with their husband, friend or boyfriend or partner, whatever they preferred to be called...she felt a bit conscious, sitting all by herself, pretending to read their brochure.
She had read it more than several times. She had visited their website and gone through all their terms and conditions.
She had been thinking it for a while...about two weeks now and did not dare to get an appointment until she heard, Bethany, the head cook from the diner, she was going through it.
Bethany had been out of a three years abusive relationship and ever since she could not get in one, or even think of going to date and she was not getting any younger...as they had said basically women go through this who felt like they were running out of time, not getting any younger.
"Tinsley Johnson! You are up!"
The receptionist called out and she stood up, following the nurse who walked her towards the white door.
She thanked the nurse and got inside the cabin. The doctor was a man and she took a deep breath as she closed the door behind her.
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"You are what??"
Madison screamed out through the phone, not believing what she had heard.
Lana poked her head out from inside the pool. They both took a vacation in holiday to Lana\'s villa in the countryside.
Lana got out from the pool, wrapping a towel around her wet, drenched body and joining Madison on the shore.
"I know how weird it sounds and you are going to tell me that how much I m not financial stable to be undergoing that and I m not fit to be doing this but...Madison, I can feel it that this is what I want..."
Tinsley tried to explain to Madison why she wanted what she wanted. She knew what Madi was going to say.
How it was like before. Although things had changed by now but the financial instability still remained.
She talked with Bethany and she was going to take a loan and borrow some money from her parents as this entire procedure was costly.
No wonder why she could only see women and men from rich backgrounds. There were some single women like her too, who were tired of being alone.
"No no...stop! Are you ready for this, Tin??"
Madi asked that instead. She did not care about the financial instability part as she was going to help Tin in whatever the hell she would ever need.
"What is it??"
Lana whispered to Madi, drinking the cocktail, half-finished by Madi, sitting beside her, both their feet under the pool water.
"She is wanting to have a baby..."
Madi answered and Lana raised her eyebrows not understanding how. Madi only shook her head at her cluelessness.
"Through Artificial insemination!"
Lana choked on her drink and Madi turned her attention back to the call. For everyone, the news was a bit shocking and something they had never really thought about.
"I m ready I think...living all by myself for four months now, I feel so lonely, Madi and the sheer realization that I have no one in this world that I could call mine, who belongs to me..."
Tinsley let out, sitting on the children\'s park, watching the kids run around being so carefree and happy...their parents smiling at them, finding happiness from theirs.
Her happiness had long faded away and now finding happiness was a hard task for her.
She no longer knew what even made her happy. It was as if happiness had become alien to her and she was willing to try and find it through someone else just like these parents.
She knew that things were not easy at the moment. Everything was so uncertain but one thing was very much certain...that she was all by herself from henceforth.
So bringing a child into this world that would be solely hers...she felt peace knowing that in the future, she would not be alone, she would not end up being Jessica or those sad old women in the old age homes.
She had visited that shelter in the city end too and that place looked miserable. Knowing she had no one anymore and it was going to be hard for her to be with any man...time would not stop running because she was afraid to run with it.
It was a very big decision and she knew the intensity of this decision. But she was so sure to go through it...more than anything else.
Meanwhile, Madison did not know how much viable it was for Tin to let go through this.
With the divorce now on hold, there was no way she could file for another one until Tin came in and gave her fresh signatures.
Tinsley never asked her how the entire situation was going on and she too never bothered to tell her any of that.
But then there was a sudden idea that flung inside her mind with this new possibility.
Kian was adamant about not giving divorce to his naive wife who he very well knew he would never have one like her.
So if indeed Tin went through this artificial pregnancy and got pregnant with a child that was from a different man...a man who was not Kian, there was no way he would be willing to stay put with Tin anymore.
It was a disturbing idea, she knew it. Tin only wanted the procedure to not feel lonely and feel associated with someone and here she was playing with the entire situation to politically break a marriage to the point of no return.
"If you are ready...we are willing to help you as much as we could, Tinsley...after all it\'s your decision in the end which matters."
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