BXBX NOVEL Chapter 214 - NOT ANYONE'S BUT ONLY MINE...
PRECAP
"I fucking can\'t...still do not know how I m breathing in the same room as her, every time this guilt... it\'s eating me away yet all I can think of is wanting to do it again...I just want to kill myself..."
And John held her fists, stopping her and pulling her close to his body, not letting her complete that word...he just could not let her...he could not imagine her dead...
"I love you!"
She looked up at him, peeling her temple off from his. Her ears could not believe what she just heard.
A gasp left Lana\'s mouth. She enclosed her mouth with her hands from breaking loose on seeing what she was seeing.
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He felt it...felt the movement from inside. Her angle, Ava, chose that moment to kick in. Tinsley gasped and that made Kian look up at her.
His eyes...they were both astonished and excited at the same time. She could not understand the kind of emotion he was reflecting.
His eyes watered, feeling the kicks, the movement of his child...their child, growing inside of her.
He felt like the entire time to have gone frozen, finally realizing that his wife, his beautiful wife was carrying their child...their first baby together.
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"I m not kidding. It is not yours, she is mine!!"
Tinsley stretched and he glared at her playfully.
"Fine!! Then how could you be pregnant if it\'s not my baby??"
Kian questioned, trying to put some sense in his silly wife\'s head who was just being stubborn and ignorant.
"I can...and she is not yours. She is fucking mine!!"
Tinsley yelled the last part, getting annoyed.
"Then who fucked you if not me?? Who puts that baby in you? If not me?"
Kian argued and Tinsley did not exactly know how to answer that question from him. He eyed her, expecting an answer.
"It\'s not yours!"
It was what came out of her mouth and for a moment there, it made Kian think what if she had moved on...and the child was not his??
She kept saying it was not his...and she kept her eyes straight at him. His heartbeat started racing thinking of all the possibilities and how it could really be not his child that she was carrying...
And the sudden injection of jealousy was injected inside his veins, coursing through his blood all over his body as he could not bear the thought of her...his wife laying with another man...a man that was not him...and getting impregnated by it.
He was someway holding himself back...how he had no idea. His hands curled into a fist as disturbing images of her laying with an unknown man reflected inside his mind.
"Who\'s?"
She did not get him the first time he asked. His eyes were bloodshot red, turning into the darker shades as the second passed by.
"Who\'s is it??"
He asked again, trying very hard not to launch himself upon her and shake her body for even daring to go against him and carrying another man\'s child...when he, her husband was very much alive.
"Who the fuck is it??"
He yelled at her and it shook her at his sudden outburst. It was then she understood him but did not know how to break it to him.
"Nobody...nobody\'s."
She answered and he could not perceive the fact that how she was lying to him, standing so straight and peeking right into his eyes.
Had she become so distasted of him...her husband?
Had she not claimed that she used to love him once upon a time?
He knew that, and he had realized that he had done mistakes...committed errors that ended up hurting her, his impulsive actions, his short-tempered nature all had culminated into a big bullock that ended up straining his marriage...their marriage.
But the months of separation had made him think and understand that it was not that he was all saint and she was the devil in their relationship.
Even if there was a strain in the past, he was willing to look past it by then for all these months, being angry, holding onto that past faith had only made him miserable and not to mention how much be had missed her...how much he regretted for not being there for her that night.
And here, coming to know that he was close to her...he had formed so many pre pictures of her reaction to seeing him for the first after such a long separation...some were pleasant and some were not. Yet he was so excited to see her, finally get his hands on her.
But none of it prepared him to come face to face with such a truth. That by the time, he would have found her, it would be too late...so late that she would have broken their wedding vows, even though there was none in the condition they had gotten married back in the papers before the pop in the holy alter...still the marriage was real...for him, after all these months.
He did not bother asking her anymore and just walked past her, trying to check out who was this bastard for even daring to look at his wife...more so going forward and impregnating her...
"What the hell are you doing??"
Tinsley questioned, in panic as she saw him walking around the small studio house like a madman in search.
He was looking for any belonging that was that bastard\'s...the man with whom his wife had decided to break their marriage.
He strode inside her bedroom and ran his eyes over the nook and corner of the small room. Searched for any possession that belonged to a man, shuffled all her clothes in the mini cupboard, checked the bathroom.
"What are you even doing??"
Tinsley tried to stop him from rummaging through all her stuff. He slapped away her hands all the time, she would try to hold him back but did not push her off too hard, knowing her condition.
It was then, his gazes fell over the file that contained the name of her donor. It was lying along with her medical reports.
He held that paper up and Tinsley noticed it. He only could read the name when she snatched the sheet away from his hold.
"So this is it??? We fight and you run away and spread your legs for that Bam...fucking hell!!"
He kicked off the chair on the way, shocking Tinsley at his sudden outburst. She crumbled the piece of paper, slipping it inside her maxi pocket.
"How could you?? How could you cheat on me...did you not love me as you have always claimed??"
He asked her, the last part as if he had finally felt how a real defeat in the war felt like.
A teardrop resting on the edge of his grey eyes as he questioned her. He knew that he had lost all his rights over her the moment he had pushed her away...too far now that wanting her back also seemed impossible.
Tinsley shook her head. He was misunderstanding all of it again. He had not changed one bit...his nature of concluding all by himself.
"I have not cheated!"
She stated and he closed his eyes, not understanding why the hell, she was lying to his face even at this point.
"Then how?? How do you explain your pregnancy??"
He implored. A lone tear escaped from his right eye. And it made her feel a bit bad for him. She had never seen him that disturbed...the way he seemed right at that moment.
"The fact that your husband is alive...in flesh and bones and yet his wife is carrying another man\'s child...how M I supposed to feel about that, Tinsley??
Fucking tell me how??"
He screamed back, scarring her as she jerked backwards. She had hurt his manhood today and there was no going back now.
To think that he was thinking of taking her back home with him, no matter the amount of persuasion needed...he was ready for it and that broke apart in the snap of a few minutes...all of it.
"I have not cheated and I m carrying no man\'s child...this is my child...my child, alone."
Kian glared at her for speaking nonsense. She sighed, not knowing how to make him understand in simple terms.
"What are you?? Mother Marry?? Or Freya who can just get pregnant all by herself??"
He mocked her, sitting down on the stool, tired of her denying the truth, not willing to confess it herself.
Tinsley grabbed the medical reports and handed him the file. He looked at her first and then took it to read it.
"I have taken onto the artificial insemination to get pregnant. "
He looked up at her as she told him that. He read through the words as she narrated to him side by side.
"So now you know, it\'s not anyone\'s baby but mine\'s and only mine alone."
She concluded and all of a sudden, he just shut the file and stormed out of her house...without a word or any reaction.
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