BXBX NOVEL Chapter 59 Like A Big Sister
I went to Ilelia\'s side with slow steps and stood at her side.
Ilelia looked at me with smile and patted her side.
\'This goddess is planning something.\' I concluded and sat down on her side like a good boy. Literally like a good boy as there were 10cm height difference between us.
"Can I know the reason for this, my goddess?" I asked with an uncomfortable smile.
"You don\'t have to be stiff. I just want to know you better, as you know we will see each other many times for the future." Ilelia said with small smile.
\'This woman definitely planning something but I shouldn\'t make her suspicious of me right now. I will go with the flow for now.\'
"Okay," I said and nodded.
"It is important to know and understand each other to make plans." I continued.
After receiving my approval, Ilelia\'s smile widened and patted her thighs.
\'She is really trying to seduce me.\' I concluded.
\'She even put her pride aside to seduce a mortal for the future of the world. It looks like s topic of a romantic fantasy novel.\'
After seeing Ilelia\'s gesture, I \'reluctantly\' lay my head onto Ilelia\'s thighs.
It was the most comfortable thigh that I laid my head onto it in 2 worlds.
Ilelia began to caress my hair gently and asked with gentle tone:
"What is your plans for the future? What is your dreams and desires? Do you want anything?"
\'She is really trying to know me.\'
I closed my eyes and opened my mouth:
"I don\'t have any desires or dreams and I don\'t want anything." I said with depressed tone and continued to speak:
"As for my plans for the future. I am planning to become a god."
I opened my eyes and looked at Ilelia.
Ilelia was looking at me with shock evident on her eyes but for some reason her eyes were little bit moist.
\'It seems she misunderstood something even while I wasn\'t trying to deceive her. Shouldn\'t a goddess be more cautious about these kind of things and not deceive herself?\'
"You really don\'t have any dreams or desires?" Ilelia asked calmly but her there was a sadness on her voice.
"Yes, I don\'t. I can\'t lie to you, my goddess. Don\'t you remember it?" I said with a confused expression.
"That is true." Ilelia said and noddes
"So you are planning to become a god. May I know the reason for?" Ilelia questioned with calm tone.
\'Hmm, I thought she would get mad at me or try to kill me. This goddess is really strange. She isn\'t stable at all that it is hard to predict her thought process.\'
"There is really not a clear reason. One day I was thinking about what I should do in the future like you asked and i decided to be a god. I knew the way to become a god and my potential was high, so I considered it was highly possible for me to become a god."
Ilelia\'s lips twitched after hearing my words.
"So you plan to be a god just because you can?"
"Yes."
Ilelia confirmed my words 1 more time and rubbed her face with calm frustration.
I wore a worried expression and grabbed Ilelia\'s wrist to stop her.
Ilelia was about to slap my hand but for some reason she stopped herself and looked at me.
"You don\'t have to worry about the future, my goddess. I won\'t die before the disaster, and i will relay all of the information that I know about the disaster. I won\'t try something idiotic, and I will mostly listen you." I said with worry evident in my voice.
A sigh escaped from Ilelia when she heard me.
"I am not too worried about the future, as there is someone that knows the future, we can prepare ourselves and the world." Ilelia said flatly and continued to speak.
"I am worried about you, the one who abandoned by his family, cursed by very complex curse, burdened by great and forbidden knowledge, and beauty that too much for a mortal."
"You must have suffered too much for a mortal child to bear." Ilelia said and gently caressed my cheek.
\'Is she trying to act like a big sister to coax me to tell my knowledge? Or is she really worried for me? It is certainly possible because what she said would be true if I was just a 14 year old and have my emotions. But fortunately or unfortunately, my mental age higher and my emotions are barely reacts to anything, so I didn\'t suffer too much other than boredom and my mana poisoning sessions. Mana poisoning was the most painful thing that I suffered even with my reduced pain receptors.\'
\'I am thinking useless things again. I need to focus more to gain more from Ilelia rather than reminiscing old memories.\'
\'So, what should I do? She seems like worried about me but she probably isn\'t that worried. She must be acting like this to gain me on her side completely.\' After thinking like this, I decided my approach towards this situation. It was to act like a distrustful teenager.
I quickly got up from Ilelia\'s heavenly thighs and stood still.
"Thank you for your kind words, my goddess. But I don\'t need it. Please don\'t act like this again." I said with polite smile but my eyes were moist.
Probably from the Ilelia\'s perspective, I was looking like a broken teenager, who is pushing a helping hand because of distrust.
Ilelia looked at me with a slight smile and shook her head.
"I will stop for now but you need help and you know this too." Ilelia stated and came to my side.
She ruffled my hair like a mother or big sister and smiled.
"Just relax and sleep well. Be grateful that a goddess is worrying about you."
After saying this Ilelia touched my forehead and I felt my eyes got heavier. I didn\'t resist it and closed my eyes.